With less than a week to go to the BASPCAN 2018 Congress, Clare Shaw, Congress Poet in Residence looks to a Rhesus monkey for insights into stress, serotonin and early attachment, the last of her monthly poems which you can read here
The Rhesus Monkey Speaks of Love
“A specific polymorphism in the serotonin transporter gene is associated with deficits in early neurobehavioral functioning and serotonin metabolism, extreme aggression, and excessive alcohol consumption among monkeys who experienced insecure early attachment relationships, but not in monkeys who developed secure attachment relationships with their mothers during infancy” (Suomi, 2003).
Let me tell you this:
I have unexpectedly sophisticated skills
at maths.
These have helped me incalculably
to resist attack.
I am determined never to die.
Social in nature
I have lived among people
and was always afraid.
This way I survived.
At home in the water
I can fly.
There was one star in the sky
and I loved it
though it often went out,
Oh, I am a great success.
I would not abandon my daughter
or eat her
and who hasn’t slapped or bitten or kicked
when driven to it
by fear or threat?
Who would not fight
for a mate, for a fuck, for fruit
or the light? For the child
on their back?
If this is not love,
then what is this weight?
And who would not sing it in flight?